When she was treating me poorly in an attempt to put on an act for Peace Love Sweet dreams shirt and I spoke up about how it made me feel and allowed myself to be vulnerable by sharing a very serious thing about myself with her. I suffer from PTSD. Was raped at age 4. Then spent 18 years in horribly abusive situations. There are only a couple of things that can trigger me into a full-on panic mode and one of them is being mistreated by someone whom I believed actually cared for me. I have zero control of the trigger when it happens, but have learned that standing up for myself is the one sure way to end the intense pain and anxiety I experience. So I shared how I was feeling and she completely attacked me. Told me she didn’t realize I was so mental.
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Treated me like I was the dog poop on her Peace Love Sweet dreams shirt. Rationalized her own bullshit behavior which was that she needed to have people not think we were close to basically cover her own ass for her screw up and the games she was playing. I realized at that moment without a doubt that she was a complete piece of shit excuse for a human being and that we were never really friends. And then I was thankful to be rid of her toxic ass. There were many red flags that I ignored. She was very obsessed with what others might be thinking against her, very self-absorbed, paranoid, never ever ever spoke kindly of anyone we knew. Even said a few subtly rude things about our mutual friend. I should have known by how she constantly spoke ill of others and discouraged me from making effort to get along with them that she was not a good person. Narcissistic, obsessive, selfish, back stabbing, manipulative, low life sad excuse for a human.